So, my life has been pretty chaotic. In a boring way, if that is even possible. Anyway, what I mean is that I've got quite a lot of loose ends right now, and it just doesn't seem right. So today is the day to set everything back into place.
I'm not doing much though. I'm just gonna finish my coffee, take a shower, get dressed and go to town to tidy my brother's place. Last time I slept there I was completely drunk and ended up making a huge mess and somehow getting one of those orange cones inside. I have absolutely no idea what I'm gonna do with the cone, but just the fact that I'm gonna get rid of it might make me feel a little bit better about myself. Right now I just feel ashamed.
Then I'm going to the doctor with mum and finally doing something about what I think is hemorrhoids, but I like to call 'my little ass problem'. So yeah, my little ass problem is gross and it's about time I do something about it.
Finally, I'm going straight from the doctor's to Blockbuster and telling my boss I want to quit. There's absolutely no reason for me to stay there, and I might have an actual decent oportunity somewhere else. But I won't talk about that. Don't wanna jinx it.

Oh, and about last post: I can't diet anymore. Maybe cause I'm weak, maybe cause I'm more mature than when I was 16, but I just can't do it. And if I am to find a boyfriend, I will find a boyfriend, whether my bones are showing or not.



Guess that's all.

So, I'm back on my diet. Things have been quite hectic on my life, and last night I was lying in bed when I looked at my stomach. It's huge. Like, absurdly, terrifyingly huge. So I decided to do something about it, which obviously means dieting. Back in the day I used to be able to go through a whole day with a piece of toast and a cup of coffee, but I'm not really sure if I can pull that off straight away. So this is how it's going to work: I'll plan what I'll eat everyday and post it here as soon as I wake up. On my next post (be it the next morning, or just when I'm bored or have something to say) I'll post what I actually ate. The goal is to make both lists exactly equal, and reduce the amount of food overtime. Throughout everyday, water and cigarrettes will be completely free, I can have as many(much) as I want. I'm also planning on buying a scale (:

Food Journal for March 7th:

Morning and Afternoon:
1 piece of whole-grain toast
1 Small Latte (low-fat milk)

Night:
1 small portion of whatever is for dinner (I don't know what mum is gonna make)

Optional:
Diet Cokes
Chewing Gum


Current weight: 58ish kgs? (See, that's why I'm gonna buy a scale)
Goal weight: 50 kgs
Kgs to go: 8 kgs




See ya ;)